had a dream today. a bad one.

its a weird dream. its still fresh in my memory now, but i shall not go into details. its just about someone chasing after me, sort of wanting to cause some harm to me.
i woke up in shock.

and i was paranoid the whole day after that.
something hanging on the window at the opposite block, i thought it was someone stalking me.
i was so paranoid that i was like someone from mental hospital! i was so cautious of my surrounding, and felt that everyone wants to hurt me.
i hate it!

okie okie fang fang, im here to blog le! =D
woahh, its been like some time since i last blogged, and i didnt realise until fang reminded. LOL! sorry lah, been too busy with minesweeper and pool le.. xixixi.. =) i've got so many things to say, but what shall i start with first? hmm.
okie then, my result bah. i passed all modules, thou not so well done, but at least! i passed all, and im so happy bout it! =D so my dudes, thanks for worrying bout me, i am okay! =D

went back to school on wed to pass up our grp's packaging to ms gan.
tada~ our redone packaging! nice marhh? i like it alot =Dhmm. alrightz, my memory isnt too good, so shall just write on what happened today bah.
today went out with my fish and yz.
i went to cut my hair, again. =.='' yea, its not so long since i just last cutted it (think is somewhere after packaging paper?) and yea, i cut it again today.. kinda like my new hairstyle, but abit heartache leahhs! but its ok, hair will grow long sooner or later. ='(
after that, went to shop the bugis street. i was so dumb to be tricked by my yz!! =.='' he today dk eat wrong which medicine, again and again must di siao me! nvm, i shall get my revenge someday on someone else! muahahaha!
its quite late already after we finished shopping, but then yz and fish wanna go meet their friend, so we followed along. and we ended up in the pub. woooo~ its like, my first time in pub lea!! =D but then saw alot of ... there. *cough* you know what i meant.. and its very obvious that my mom and sis dont enjoy themselves. okok larhh, i enjoyed abit by singing to some songs which includes gee, sorry sorry, and 勇气. but i forget to sing 雨爱！T.T nvm.
i stll owe grace her k-box session. actually alot larhhs, grace, gina, mua.. i shall sing 雨爱 the next time, and maybe i can try run devil run.. you better run run run run run.. xixixi..
anw, hey siti and sumi, i heard tt song again! remember our song? =D
so set off from pub back to home at around 12.10am.

so sleepy now, tomorrow still have to wake up early, and go for my religion's meeting. i have to share my testimonial too.. abit scary..shall update on my testimonial again the next time, cos its kinda late le! 2.53am le.. =.=zzz

im starting to miss my friends already. just touching on some, so read on to see if u are mentioned? hehe. im sry if i missed u out larhh.. just drop me a msg in the tagboard and i will mention bout u the next time! =D
liling, hopes everything is going well for you, do take care and rest well, get well soon! we all miss you!
mh, hopes you are enjoying ur crazy time at ur IAP, and u are doing well there.. dont be over crazy lea, later kenar report to ur teacher-in-charge *winks*
py, hopes you earn loads loads $. rest well, dont tire urself.. only left us to chat with each other le ='(
zinc, you mia already, but nvm, i understand. just hope you are still coping well with both ur work. dont overwork urself too much lea, must take care of urself! $ is impt, but health more impt lea! and got any prob must share with us, and hope tt u passed all modules too.
siti, hope u are alright now.. do share with me any prob. and.. move on..
grace, jy for ur IAP, and hopes de***** is of good help to u larhx.. enjoy urself k? lets minesweep again! =D my minesweep genes wanna exercise le larhx!
huihua! dont so stress over ur IAP k? think positive is v impt. i know u dont want to hear all these, but haiyo, i also dont wish to go into old grandma story, makes me so old liddat, but just think positive k? cheer up nehx..
someone, hopes ur sore troat gets better. take care of yourself, drink more water! get well soon.. hope u are enjoying ur chalet.
miss you guys!

i felt rather empty when i knew that i will be alone this weekend..

had a long and tiring week.
monday went back to sch for a briefing, which is totally not related to mine, and after that went to Mac with weichiang, roufang, huihua and juinrong. after that, went to tampines with mother.
tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday was somewhat the same, went to work with mother, except that on wed i went to tampines again.

had been eating and eating non stop these days, and... i gained weight. LOL! serious la! so, huihua, dont keep nagging me already k? i got eat!!!

hmm.. at least i enjoyed myself just now. its so funn! (=
the family of chan's are all so funny, crapy, esp the 4 siblings. but jokers are the oldest and youngest i think..


somehow, i felt empty again whenever i dont get to chat with him..

how long will i have to wait for you to come?
the tears, the stains and my breath
the many days we spent with each other
can it subsist?

in your strange gaze, it was as cold as ice
sometimes i hesitate, but i want to sit
everytime, always defending the day
there is a small dream

sometimes, i made mistakes
like my mind, it wasnt easy
everytime, always defending the day
that was my dream

wishing on a star, to those stars above the clouds
promise me that it wont be long
if someone could listen to me
whoever sees my hapiness hanging

wanna be a star, to be in the sky like those stars
the daylight will shine from that high place
if someone would listen to my songs
thats when i will sing

above, we wont cry; gather the tears
now i will try to laugh
the road i go on, its not easy, but
i'll make my way, i can do it
somedays my dreams will come true
yeah i know

now im wishing on a star

great, exams are over! happy happy, but not so.
i screwed up all my papers.
biotech, nutri, snq, packaging, processing, and amtd.
biotech and packaging are both killers!!
nutri and amtd are considered ok, but just blame my stupid brain for the inability to memorise everything!!
snq, no comments.
processing was rather difficult actually, but thanks to the calculations! thou the calculation is also like abit tricky, but still managed 40%. yea ^ ^ 40% in the pocket, safe safe le.. (=
a good and bad news.. good is, processing module credit point is 5! *clap clap*. bad is, packagina module credit also 5! *slap slap*.
haiz.. i dont dare to look at my result..

exams over, but still not very happy, instead i felt worse.. others are all like so happy and excited about the end of exams and the start of vacation, but its totally different for me. i want to have exam. okie. i know im silly. exam period = i dont want exam. after exam = i want more exams. cause the feeling is like, sort of, dont know what to do after exam! i have nth to do now.. tts why im blogging.
very sian.

to mh and zinc, jiayous for your IAP! (=
to py, lets just work + enjoy our 1 mth plus de holiday.
to someone, please take good care of yourself..
to all, please take care of yourself, have a good rest, and prepare for your IAP and/or FYP.

had a dream today. a bad one.

its a weird dream. its still fresh in my memory now, but i shall not go into details. its just about someone chasing after me, sort of wanting to cause some harm to me.
i woke up in shock.

and i was paranoid the whole day after that.
something hanging on the window at the opposite block, i thought it was someone stalking me.
i was so paranoid that i was like someone from mental hospital! i was so cautious of my surrounding, and felt that everyone wants to hurt me.
i hate it!

okie okie fang fang, im here to blog le! =D
woahh, its been like some time since i last blogged, and i didnt realise until fang reminded. LOL! sorry lah, been too busy with minesweeper and pool le.. xixixi.. =) i've got so many things to say, but what shall i start with first? hmm.
okie then, my result bah. i passed all modules, thou not so well done, but at least! i passed all, and im so happy bout it! =D so my dudes, thanks for worrying bout me, i am okay! =D

went back to school on wed to pass up our grp's packaging to ms gan.
tada~ our redone packaging! nice marhh? i like it alot =Dhmm. alrightz, my memory isnt too good, so shall just write on what happened today bah.
today went out with my fish and yz.
i went to cut my hair, again. =.='' yea, its not so long since i just last cutted it (think is somewhere after packaging paper?) and yea, i cut it again today.. kinda like my new hairstyle, but abit heartache leahhs! but its ok, hair will grow long sooner or later. ='(
after that, went to shop the bugis street. i was so dumb to be tricked by my yz!! =.='' he today dk eat wrong which medicine, again and again must di siao me! nvm, i shall get my revenge someday on someone else! muahahaha!
its quite late already after we finished shopping, but then yz and fish wanna go meet their friend, so we followed along. and we ended up in the pub. woooo~ its like, my first time in pub lea!! =D but then saw alot of ... there. *cough* you know what i meant.. and its very obvious that my mom and sis dont enjoy themselves. okok larhh, i enjoyed abit by singing to some songs which includes gee, sorry sorry, and 勇气. but i forget to sing 雨爱！T.T nvm.
i stll owe grace her k-box session. actually alot larhhs, grace, gina, mua.. i shall sing 雨爱 the next time, and maybe i can try run devil run.. you better run run run run run.. xixixi..
anw, hey siti and sumi, i heard tt song again! remember our song? =D
so set off from pub back to home at around 12.10am.

so sleepy now, tomorrow still have to wake up early, and go for my religion's meeting. i have to share my testimonial too.. abit scary..shall update on my testimonial again the next time, cos its kinda late le! 2.53am le.. =.=zzz

im starting to miss my friends already. just touching on some, so read on to see if u are mentioned? hehe. im sry if i missed u out larhh.. just drop me a msg in the tagboard and i will mention bout u the next time! =D
liling, hopes everything is going well for you, do take care and rest well, get well soon! we all miss you!
mh, hopes you are enjoying ur crazy time at ur IAP, and u are doing well there.. dont be over crazy lea, later kenar report to ur teacher-in-charge *winks*
py, hopes you earn loads loads $. rest well, dont tire urself.. only left us to chat with each other le ='(
zinc, you mia already, but nvm, i understand. just hope you are still coping well with both ur work. dont overwork urself too much lea, must take care of urself! $ is impt, but health more impt lea! and got any prob must share with us, and hope tt u passed all modules too.
siti, hope u are alright now.. do share with me any prob. and.. move on..
grace, jy for ur IAP, and hopes de***** is of good help to u larhx.. enjoy urself k? lets minesweep again! =D my minesweep genes wanna exercise le larhx!
huihua! dont so stress over ur IAP k? think positive is v impt. i know u dont want to hear all these, but haiyo, i also dont wish to go into old grandma story, makes me so old liddat, but just think positive k? cheer up nehx..
someone, hopes ur sore troat gets better. take care of yourself, drink more water! get well soon.. hope u are enjoying ur chalet.
miss you guys!

i felt rather empty when i knew that i will be alone this weekend..

had a long and tiring week.
monday went back to sch for a briefing, which is totally not related to mine, and after that went to Mac with weichiang, roufang, huihua and juinrong. after that, went to tampines with mother.
tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday was somewhat the same, went to work with mother, except that on wed i went to tampines again.

had been eating and eating non stop these days, and... i gained weight. LOL! serious la! so, huihua, dont keep nagging me already k? i got eat!!!

hmm.. at least i enjoyed myself just now. its so funn! (=
the family of chan's are all so funny, crapy, esp the 4 siblings. but jokers are the oldest and youngest i think..


somehow, i felt empty again whenever i dont get to chat with him..

how long will i have to wait for you to come?
the tears, the stains and my breath
the many days we spent with each other
can it subsist?

in your strange gaze, it was as cold as ice
sometimes i hesitate, but i want to sit
everytime, always defending the day
there is a small dream

sometimes, i made mistakes
like my mind, it wasnt easy
everytime, always defending the day
that was my dream

wishing on a star, to those stars above the clouds
promise me that it wont be long
if someone could listen to me
whoever sees my hapiness hanging

wanna be a star, to be in the sky like those stars
the daylight will shine from that high place
if someone would listen to my songs
thats when i will sing

above, we wont cry; gather the tears
now i will try to laugh
the road i go on, its not easy, but
i'll make my way, i can do it
somedays my dreams will come true
yeah i know

now im wishing on a star

great, exams are over! happy happy, but not so.
i screwed up all my papers.
biotech, nutri, snq, packaging, processing, and amtd.
biotech and packaging are both killers!!
nutri and amtd are considered ok, but just blame my stupid brain for the inability to memorise everything!!
snq, no comments.
processing was rather difficult actually, but thanks to the calculations! thou the calculation is also like abit tricky, but still managed 40%. yea ^ ^ 40% in the pocket, safe safe le.. (=
a good and bad news.. good is, processing module credit point is 5! *clap clap*. bad is, packagina module credit also 5! *slap slap*.
haiz.. i dont dare to look at my result..

exams over, but still not very happy, instead i felt worse.. others are all like so happy and excited about the end of exams and the start of vacation, but its totally different for me. i want to have exam. okie. i know im silly. exam period = i dont want exam. after exam = i want more exams. cause the feeling is like, sort of, dont know what to do after exam! i have nth to do now.. tts why im blogging.
very sian.

to mh and zinc, jiayous for your IAP! (=
to py, lets just work + enjoy our 1 mth plus de holiday.
to someone, please take good care of yourself..
to all, please take care of yourself, have a good rest, and prepare for your IAP and/or FYP.