Mom was giving me lots of excuses from stopping me against music. Firstly: Music is a waste of moneyThen: Music cant be a rice bowlFollowed by: Its still not time to learn music yetNow: What future does u have with music?So whats next?Sorry, dont meant to rant here, to Jon, or to anyone.But im really very disappointed.Me: Tried talking to my mom over the past few months. She is still very persistent over not letting me get involved in music. There was once we passed by a music sch. Then I went 'wow wow wow' when i saw the instruments on display, and I am very shocked that she asked me if I really wanted to learn music. But I dk why she kept insisting on a 'NO' now. Jon: Did u ask a reason? Me: She was telling me that music cant be a job. And she is forcing me to learn some other things. And u all know how stubborn I am when it comes to music rite?I was like: I didnt want music to be my job, its purely for my interest. How could u be so cruel to kill my interest?! Why did u ever asked me if I would like a keyboard? And why ask me if I wanted to learn music when we were outside the music school? When u in the first place already had an answer - that is a NO. Whats this all about? Showing sympathy? Giving me a glace of hope when u know its impossible? Dont u ever know that I will be more disappointed when u gave a false hope? ): Why is money the only concern for you?Why must you manipulate my life the way you wanted it and planned it?Why are you even manipulating my interest that I must keep?!And WHY ARE U SO CRUEL TO KILL OFF MY DREAMS? So why in the first place let me come across music?
And now disapproving me?
Any kind souls out there to enlighten me?
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