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Joanna is my name. Been given the name Rieko by one of my bestie. Rieko Lee is my writing name. Friends gave me the nickname of jojo and nana.

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New Year 2012
Written at Saturday, December 31, 2011 | back to top

Dear Dairy,

Let's review on my 2011 since it's another one minute to 2012!!
My new year resolutions for 2011, and have i completed them?

- pass all modules and graduate from poly smoothly
(23 May 2011) YES!! Passed all and attended graduation ceremony.

- find a suitable job to earn $$!!
(7 March 2011) YES!! Found a job, but I'm still struggling with some issues faced. What I know is, I'm loving this job (:

- able to participate and committ to all activities i joined, the dance and the ensemble
(gone.) From the day u decided to walk off from my life, everything's gone.

- able to attend all my meetups with friends and attend bday parties of my friends
(half way thro) Attended for quite some meetups with cliques and PeiYee for Mac BF, and attended JieYing's 21st bday party with ZY.

- be a good girl
(hopefully) But I know I've break my mom's heart ever since I started work :P

- dote my skin
(half way thro) Yea, it's improving but still sucks.. More facial masks pls?? :))

- SLIM DOWN!! seriously need this
well, achieved during my last few months of FYP, but bounced back =____='''


Hmm.. To be frank, I'm not a good girl, anymore.

I love heels (:
I've broke my mom's heart and made her cry
I've devoted myself too much into work and didn't make time for family and friends
I've scolded vulgarities
I've tried cutting myself when I was really down with that incident
I've stayed out late till like around 3am in the morning
I've went to pub
I've drank alot this year, wine and beer
I've hugged two guys and was being kissed by another, and we are not bgf
I LOVE BEING A SLUT!! <3 and enjoy being one (:


I AM NO LONGER THE JOANNA U ALL KNOW!!~~ (:
So think carefully if u still want to be my friend. Maybe it's better not to know me at all~ (:


Well well, still have to set new year resolutions..
- dote my skin and body shape
- SLEEP MORE!!
- find back my passion for dancing and singing
- mom will be more open minded
- better performance in work, and to be appreciated by my bosses and colleagues
- let bygones be bygones, including him.
- pull myself up from my current depravation
- self control and limits

And should be like this bahh?


Hope 2012 will be a better and more exciting year (:
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 TO ALL!! (:
Drinking Sessions
Written at Saturday, December 10, 2011 | back to top

Hi all,

Yea im surprised that some of my friends are still following my blog. Thanks all!! :D


Apologies, below will be ranting and ranting non-stop, and also some contents not suited for kids below 18.

So if u are not fitted for the criteria,

PLS KINDLY STOP HERE.

tyvm :))



Omfg, I can't finish my work!
And for those who are closer to me, they know that my work load is doubled. In fact, it's x4 my usual ones.

The papers are all piling up daily like shit and I just couldn't clear them off on time. Ppl are just throwing more and more papers on my limited desk happily, and when I really flip through them, I went: OMG, why is this thing here?


And the very moment I step into office, is either ppl will be there waiting for me to settle something, or my phone will keep ringing even before I got the chance to hit the on button on my CPU.
#Fml much.


Closing period is always the busiest time, and also all of us are the most afraid of period.
Finance have been chasing me for closing documents and I just reply them: Sorry I will give it to u tomorrow.

And chynas are all troublesome.
Have been spending quite some time to settle the PRC issues and I hate it especially when it clashes with my closing period.


Really don't have spare time to settle normal paper work.
Stressed.
How am I gonna survive when this is just the beginning of everything?!
Who understand that I REALLY CAN'T PRODUCE ANYMORE?
I'm drained seriously.



My boss kept asking if I am still able to manage, I just smile to them and reply:
"OK, I am survivng", or
"I am still trying", or
"Really can't cope already, but what to do? Work still have to be settled :)"




Recently tend to go pub-ing.
Went on wed and yesterday.

Drinking spells love! :D


And the staff there sort of became my friends?

Lemmi report on the happenings that 2 days :)


WEDNESDAY:

Boss brought a group of us to chill out in his pub.
Drank like 2 glasses that day.
Sang songs like 你的微笑, 你真么舍得我难过 and 黑色幽默.
Our finance girl is just too shy to sing. But her voice is nice too when she sang 没那么简单 :))

When we decided to leave the pub soon, a guy came to me and ask if he could have a song together with me.
OMG, some stranger can ask me to sing together!!
Of cos it will be rude to turn down someone who requested for a song together because it took up so much courage to request and also it silently meant that either he is looking for someone who shares the same interest as him, or he admire ur singing skills.
So the last song for the day is 今天你要嫁给我 with him.

He is good, seriously..


Sent our finance girl back home at Jurong first before heading back to our sweet home. Slept at 2.30am that day, and is like shit, 4 hours later must wake up for work!!



FRIDAY:

Had a committee meeting in the same pub, and HH after meeting.
Same thing, drinking, darting and singing.. :)
Challenged darts with both bosses and some colleagues.
Bull eyes!! and 20x3! :D happy happy~
真不愧有 personal darts :PpP

But of cos was punished with a glass of beer.
Asked one of my colleague to bottom that up for me :P hehehhees..

Played the 5, 10, 15, 20 games also.
Both bosses was fined with loads of beer.
I was fined with too, but twice only.
Heng ah~~

Of cos not forgetting to sing la.
We all anyhow choose songs for each other to sing and again 黑色幽默 for Eric because he promise me that song.

He is lousy with that can?! I laughed throughout his singing. HAHHA!! But can't blame because he didn't practise it before. :)

I sang quite some songs again, and when 你最珍贵 came, Eric just passed me the mic.
Okok, sing together yarhh?
:)


Left the pub at ard 9.00pm and actually decided to go for some dinner, but they ended up in Peninsular Hotel. Second round.
Wtf.
I WANT TO GO HOME!!

The second round.... Erm..
That place quite complicated. Is like got ladies accompany to drink and sing and dance..
And the portraits there is some naked female drawings.

Quite scary place to stay in as some males keep coming and accompany me, ask me to drink.
Had half a glass of red wine and I make noise about going home.


A male colleague sent me home and well since I reach home around 11.30pm, I assume that he will reach home around 12.30am?
Thanks for sending me home :))


And was hungry!! Because tummy full of beer and wine but just a little peanuts.
Actually wanna go supper with Eric, but was too tired.



Was happy because Eric was concerned bout me getting drunk, and this is something that he said which I was still happy until now:

<3

Well actually I love the atmosphere in the pub. As we gotta sing and listen to loads of music, and enjoy loads of laughters :)


Don't believe me?


OK, i love to drink ok? :)
I enjoy being touched by guys
And I love being a slut yarhh?
:)




I'm actually killing myself silently.

The pub.
A place where sweet memories of him are kept.
I sang his song.
And i even forced myself to remember him and face the fact.



Loves,
Jojo

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Unnammed
Written at Saturday, October 29, 2011 | back to top

Last post - 27 Aug. WOW!! wonderful.

I guess most of you have forgotten this blog site, cos even I myself have forgotten that I actually hold a blog account. LOL.. Sorry Sorry!!

Seriously I feel the need to post this post thou am not sure what to write. If not blogger management is so gonna delete my account for occupying space on their list.


Lemmi share what happened recently bah, had opened up a twitter account (as per requested by my WH mei mei), and yea, enjoying it.
But im not sure if my other friend is pissed of me following her?


and some songs which im into recently :)

1. 后乐园 - FIR in their 'Fantasy in reality' album, track #10.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3yN2q8fBYxQ&feature=related
This is one of FIR's hits which I really enjoy. Love this song since sec 2? yeaaa... For so many years which nice songs had occupied my heart, this is one of those which I will not forget.
我努力往前奔跑直到天涯海角,却发现还到不了 (你的心里)..
This song is just totally awesome!


2. 如果有如果 - 阿福
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEDKy3rhZaw&feature=feedlik
Simple.
Who says songs must be heavy in bass, drums, fast tempo, with loads of instruments and editing? Listen to this guys and change your concept!
Like this becos it gave the soft and light feeling :) It brings your emotions along with the tides as the song progresses. Easy listening, but very hard to sing. omg..

any feedback which is nicer? :)


Realized that Joanna is actually very very slow~~
Slow in work
Slow in speed
Slow in speech and
Slow in learning

And stupid too
She just cant seem to learn.

She refused to accept that her loved has left her to someone better
She refused to learn to live by herself.
To say good night to herself

恋爱中的缺点
Written at Saturday, August 27, 2011 | back to top

凭直觉从以下8种颜色中选出你最讨厌的颜色。

A: 红色
B: 粉红色
C: 黄色
D: 绿色
E: 蓝色
F: 紫色
G: 褐色
H: 黑色




分析:
A: 讨厌红色的你不喜欢别人跟你太亲近,即使对方与你情投意合,你也会临阵退缩,但你却说不上来究竟怕什么。虽然渴望爱情,却又裹足不前,这样矛盾的个性常让你在感情路上受折磨,错失不少良缘。

B: 讨厌粉红色的你在感情上总是口是心非,不够坦率,例如情人送了你梦寐以求的礼物,你虽然开心得不得了,还是会挑三拣四地说了一堆不该说的话,常让情人受尽委屈。

C: 讨厌黄色的你总是喜欢把自己的价值观套在情人身上,因此你寻找的伴侣多半是与自己个性相像,或是没什么想法的人,能够什么都依赖你的。可是与自己太相像的人在一起久了,你又觉得没火花,爱情面前你很矛盾。

D: 讨厌绿色的你在恋爱中总望被呵护,每分每秒都要得到伴侣的注意,要求对方不断为自己付出。你不会为人着想的个性,常不自觉地伤了情人,恋情的结束往往都是因为对方太累了。

E: 讨厌蓝色的你把崇拜、欣赏和爱恋混为一谈。你百般寻找互补的对象,认为情人若拥有你没有的优点,生活就会更精彩。可惜这样的恋爱基础不够扎实稳固,一旦出现更优秀的对象,你很有可能移情别恋。

F: 讨厌紫色的你在感情上一定要握有主控权,与其说是为了爱希望对方改变,倒不如说你要按照自己的期望去塑造情人。在感情上你很强势,喜欢控制对方,常让情人受不了而离开你。不过自命不凡的你,也不会为了情人的离开而难过太久。

G: 讨厌褐色的你总把朋友放在情人之上,与朋友相处的时间远比情人多,常被身边人怀疑你是否真有情人。你认为好朋友难寻,却忘了好情人也难寻。在为朋友两肋插刀时,却忽略了正默默守护着你的人。

H: 讨厌黑色的你讨厌被束缚,常用直觉来处理感情问题,让情人感到很不安。你相信一见钟情,很有可能为追求一时的刺激,而放弃平凡的恋情,等到火花过去才悔不当初。


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Why
Written at Sunday, July 3, 2011 | back to top




Mom was giving me lots of excuses from stopping me against music.
Firstly: Music is a waste of money
Then: Music cant be a rice bowl
Followed by: Its still not time to learn music yet
Now: What future does u have with music?

So whats next?



Sorry, dont meant to rant here, to Jon, or to anyone.
But im really very disappointed.


Me:
Tried talking to my mom over the past few months. She is still very persistent over not letting me get involved in music.
There was once we passed by a music sch. Then I went 'wow wow wow' when i saw the instruments on display, and I am very shocked that she asked me if I really wanted to learn music.
But I dk why she kept insisting on a 'NO' now.

Jon:
Did u ask a reason?

Me:
She was telling me that music cant be a job. And she is forcing me to learn some other things.
And u all know how stubborn I am when it comes to music rite?
I was like: I didnt want music to be my job, its purely for my interest. How could u be so cruel to kill my interest?!




Why did u ever asked me if I would like a keyboard?
And why ask me if I wanted to learn music when we were outside the music school?
When u in the first place already had an answer - that is a NO.


Whats this all about?

Showing sympathy?
Giving me a glace of hope when u know its impossible?

Dont u ever know that I will be more disappointed when u gave a false hope? ):


Why is money the only concern for you?
Why must you manipulate my life the way you wanted it and planned it?
Why are you even manipulating my interest that I must keep?!
And WHY ARE U SO CRUEL TO KILL OFF MY DREAMS?


So why in the first place let me come across music?
And now disapproving me?


Any kind souls out there to enlighten me?


Signed off,
Dead Dreams.

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